Who knew I'd fall in love with someone in just sixty-five days? It all started when he unexpectedly arrived at the apartment I was living in to deliver meals. I know it doesn't matter to him because he is inherently polite and friendly. But it was the day I began to be interested in him.
He's not my ideal man, yet I couldn't understand why my heart began to beat for him. Perhaps because he is kind? I honestly don't know. My feelings for him grew stronger over time. I started humming strange love songs, smiling constantly, and seeing him in my dreams. Maybe it's the one they refer to as crazy in love?
I convinced myself that I couldn't like him since he was owned by someone else. I calmed myself and made a promised to forget my feelings for him before I fell too deeply. But on the 21st day that I had a crush on him, he told us that his relationship with his girlfriend had ended. Since that day, I've managed to keep my feelings for him alive.
It was filled with joy, and everything became incredibly special.
Every day that passed, I saw nothing but him. His smile, his laughter, and his voice. All those simple things I've carved into my heart and memory. When I'm with him, everything is fine. It's very comfortable, and I am always happy. Whenever I'm sick, he just says hello to me, and I'm healed right away. He is my happy pill.
But when I found out that the person I loved had been reunited with the person he loved, all of those happy moments disappeared like a bubble. On the 58th day, I asked him about the girl, and he smiled as he told me a story about them. At that moment, I realized that there was no hope for me to be with him. This fantasy is going to come to an end.
I cried and thought,
There are no words that could heal this broken heart.
On the 65th day, I said my goodbyes to him. He thought it was just a final goodbye from a friend because he was leaving for somewhere else, but he had no idea it was about my feelings for him. That day was the last time I saw him.
Tomorrow morning, I received a message from his girlfriend asking if I had feelings for him. I lied to save their relationship. But the message confused me. Why was she asking that? Does she know me? how? Is that guy telling her about me?
Even though I ended this unrequited love, I am still waiting for an answer. I am still waiting for him.
