14th August 2022 was the day,
The day I practiced it; that very conversation that was in every Christian’s testimony, stories and even songs…
It was the day I said to myself “all these come to an end one day, and that day is today”.
Enough of ME taking control over MY life, enough of that pretentious act, enough of living MY life the way I wanted it to be, enough to those thoughts… those thoughts that affected ME deeply more than I thought they will.
That very conversation of letting GOD take control of your life, that very conversation were I finally voiced out how much I have come to trust him, that very conversation that changes your life for the best despite being saved.
Now its all about HIS plans for me, I don’t mind if the flesh tells me I cannot benefit from HIS plans: because I know that is an absolute lie, because there is a lot of benefit from His Plans even more than a Job can offer me, physically, spiritually, financially, academically and mentally there is a lot in it for me.
With tears rolling down my cheeks I poured out MY heart and soul, sounding every worry, shame, insecurities, burden I had felt that night, the night of 14/08/2022. This feeling was like never before as I felt sudden relaxation, almost as if I was someone was patting me on my back, whispering that its all going to be okay if I just lay all the burden and worries on him. I felt loved.
I felt the love that was even much stronger than a mothers’ love for their children, this love was strong enough to push away all those thoughts, all those concerns. Why did I ever underestimate how much He loved me? Why did I ever doubt him helping me with worldly problems? These were the questions that came to my mind as I sat on the bed calmly.
This is a day that will be engraved in my heart for ever, this is a day I want to share with YOU. I don’t know what you are passing through or what causes you to be weary, but what I do know is that this is a feeling YOU would not like pass on. As you are reading this, I want you to just write down/ say out loud/ or sing out your worries to the one who TRULY cares for YOU, the one who Loves you more than you can imagine (let him carry that burden for you).
Today might be your own 14th of August 2022, where you can finally find that inner peace that others pursue through meditation and exercise. 0nly you can decide if this is what you truly desire, and I leave you with this “Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity”