At the end of the day, I Just want to be proud of the person I have become. I want to be proud of the love I gave. of the way it which risked my heart despite of being hurt. I want to be proud the effort. I showed there cared about; want to know with a ruthless certainty that I showed up as much as I could that... made people feel seen, that I made there around me feel less alone in this chaotic world I want to be proud of my life of the way I healed of the way I missed takes and learn from them, of the way I felt everything even when it wasn't coinvent on comfortable. I want to be proud of the way I grew, of the way I let go of the way pushed to myself to better person. AT the end of the day, I Just want to be able to say without hesitation that I lived my life, that I did not just take back seat of my pain, on to my flaws on to whatever hardship came my way want to be able to say that I am proud of the way I survived I want to be able to radio say that I did not take one day for granted.

"Whether you think you can or think you can't your right"....