The moment of truth just began for me, i was shivering in a different dimension, the outburst, the tremors, I was scared, told myself I wouldn't feel bad about it, but I'm only human, a human with a conscience, no longer cold blooded, no longer deranged and tired.

I killed the one I love, the one who made me feel tingling sensations all the time in my stomach.To even think I couldn't do without him was appalling but everything came to an end.!!

Hey'how you doing? mind if I join you? I looked up and saw this dazzling, tall, beautifully created guy standing right in front of me.

Yeah you can join me, i'd actually use the company he smiled right back at me, God he has the perfect dreamy eyes.

"I'm Conrad I just moved in, down the street, do you also stay around?

"i laughed, yeah I stay around, I'm Susan by the way,Susie is preferable

"Ah Susie,what a beautiful name!!!

we talked and talked, we conversed like we've been acquainted for years. It was time for me to go,said to him; I've got work tomorrow, i have to go home Conrad

"mind if I walked you home? I definitely will mean no harm at all,he said this whilst smirking

"alright,you can walk me home. The cool winds blowing, the moon shining so bright made me feel so ecstatic,we were still talking and didn't even know when I got to my house.

"so Susie it was nice knowing er-mm talking to you, can we do this or maybe have this moment some other time?" his eyes shone so brightly under the moon that I could see them clearly, there was this ethereal glow on his face and his eyes were still shining as if illuminated from within.

"yeah we could do this some other time, maybe revisit this moment again, have a pleasant night Conrad see you next time. All of a sudden, he pulled me in and gave me a fierce deep kiss which suddenly grew into a passionate sensual kiss and I gave in. I craved for more but I kept my desires hidden.

Days grew weeks, weeks grew into months and we fell in love with each other,we couldn't breathe without each other, but no I fell in love with him harder

I introduced Conrad to my friends, my family, my work place and I was so so foolish to have noticed the red flag he had. He didn't, he hasn't introduced me to anyone from his own side.

Whilst still blinded by love and affection he cast on me, the night came for me to finally give out my hidden desires.

He kissed me, with so much hunger, with so much passion. My hands went down deep into his trousers, it was curved, i felt it with my hands, he was shocked, surprised?.

"you talk too much Connie, please kiss me". And that was the answer to his question,Conrad kissed me like his life depended on it, he buried his tongue in my throat.

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