Am I having an affair with my son's teacher, I am indeed? Can you technically define it as an affair if my husband knows? My love life with Conscious's English teacher was all a part of the agreement my husband and I made on behalf of me staying with him after his accident which paralyzed him from the waist down. So yeah, you know what that means, and like men say, "I have needs." I'm a woman saying it, I have needs, wants and desires and I am no longer pushing them to the side for anyone. Besides let's be honest about the situation, like most Clayton was not a good man to me in more ways than one. I know you're thinking "so why stay with him after the accident?" That's a good question that I will answer and that is because again, like most for the sake of our son it was what he was accustomed to. Seeing his family as one and not divided. I wish so bad I could just flat out be honest with him about everything that's going on, right now is just not the time. I had a planned date with Clearance later this evening. I was really looking forward to the time with him, he was so pleasant to be around. I spent the entire day with Conscious, hanging out with my baby boy always got me upbeat. We did all our favorite things: the show, bowling, we played some basketball in the backyard. It was a beautiful day and now it was time to end it with an intimate evening.