I wave goodbye at James,and watches as he drives away. I enter my home,kick out my shoes,and run upstairs,and fall down on my bed. I stare at the sealing,thinking about what Natalie said. 'I've seen the way he looks at you,' I replay her words in my head. I had a small crush on James when I was in middle school,but with time,it slowly faded. I guess it's because I always thought I'd never have a chance with him. I mean,how could a guy like him fall for a girl like me? So I started to reject the idea of me and him being together.
But I have to say,something felt…different today. James and I have always been close,but it's like we just connected on a whole other level. The way he gazed at me with those soft,brown, doe eyes…I'll admit it,it gave me butterflies…exactly the same way it did when he looked at me in middle school.
I start to imagine us together,and I think about what it would be like if he and I ever ended up together. I guess it wouldn't be the worst thing on Earth…I would always have somebody to talk to. He understands me…sometimes more than I understand myself…And he always finds away to calm me down.
As I play these scenario's in my head,my eyelids start to grow heavy,causing me to doze off into a deep slumber…