My money came and yes I brought Shawn a car and me a car the lawyer got paid more than me .I brought me a car got my mommy make over lost weight oh I have gained like 60 pounds over the years the hour glass body went down the drain I was 209 Shawn act like he hated me for being fat I know that’s why he was always mad .By now we had been together 7 years and I was back to my old size I was I45 pounds .We found out his daughter and son was rapped by the cousin and the mom told them not to tell Shawn and guess what ? The mom did nothing about it either.
Now iam feeling good looking good able to care for my 5 kids and Shawn two kids.
We could buy stuff and not stress one day me and Shawn go to Baltimore to hang with friends we came back to a letter from Monroe housing authority saying you have 72 hours to come to our office . Mind you Shawn mom had moved out a year before she had came to visit me and Shawn and my oldest go there the lady who run the program was no longer working there but wanted to be on tv for the meeting . The lady also fired everyone at the meeting that day she wanted me out they told us that someone called the inspector general office and said we had cars over six figures and that I was receiving money from another state and although I proved them to be false they still was trying to say I owed them money from unemployment which I did not they said that they was still taking my voucher. that asked me about the cars I told them that i signed a nda and that I could not speak on it but they could contact my attorney which they never did I had just enough money to buy a house I told them that the call came from Leo and they said who called have it out for me from that point things went down hill .Kaya set the whole shit up I did not notice until I brought a house all the way in pa as soon as we moved in everything started breaking .I spent all my money we sold the cars to go towards the house and what ever we had left was gone in the first year now Kaya was in collage and she talking crap because we had no more money to give her and she went in saying how she was upset that I did not attend her graduation mind you I never went because I knew her mom would be there and I did not want to mess that day up for her then I gave her a whole cook out brought two cakes and that was not enough. pregnant again with my baby and iam trying to figure out what will I do we kept trying to sell the house but it was so broken down a year go by and we sell the house but before we sell the house we still got cee cee she started talking to her mom and she started acting out so she could go back my husband helped her and made sure she graduated then me and Shawn was both sick in the hospital and she wanted Shawn to pick her up but both our pressure was up and we was waiting on our perceptions. Shawn asked cee cee to go to the Burger King and sit and wait before we pull up his son Lavon started texting rude stuff saying dad why would yall make her walk I know your sick but oh well leave the hospital now and go get cee cee mind you the day before my water was cut off and I had just paid the bill so I wanted to surprise cee cee but I never got a chance now even though we went through all this Shawn have fussed with me for being upset with Leo .so we pulled up at Burger King and cee cee comes out with food and a drink so I said why would you call your mom and brother and lie to them we was coming .cee cee replied and said well I have stuff to do so I said your a shit starter she then replied girl your a bum with a broke down house no water and I replied well your mother don’t even have a house if I recall she cause me to loose it all we could have been on the streets I sacrificed for yall and this is what you say she goes on and say iam dirty disrespectful and I leave pads everything she said was things her and her sister did not me that was the end I took the iPad I paid 700 for and throw it out the car window cee cee hopped out the car while it was moving and I told Shawn to pull off we was a block away from my home and she needed to walk it off anyway I get to my house and iam so nervous I knew her mom would lie and say I hit her but she did not I let the police take her to the station and there it was cee cee was gone. I told Shawn it’s because of him all this happen I never knew I was pregnant but yes we had another baby in a broken down home and yes we sold it only to move back to nc and be stressing working two jobs and still can’t pay my rent I pray everyday now I feel stuck I feel stuck in my marriage my life and no matter how much I pray . I have so many children depending on me when I have nothing they say have faith I try so hard how when I feel broken I ask myself what have I ever done in life to deserve this betrayal disrespect hate if feel like Leo put a spell on me to suffer at one point I told Shawn I rather put my kids in the system then to allow them to suffer Shawn say he have a job offer back in Md but I can’t depend on him or trust him I hate myself for being so kind iand nice and giving when I had not to much to even offer now I work a 9-5 that don’t even pay me enough but I blame myself for being the step mother .