It`s that point in life when you have been through so much shit, that you have
none left to give. Your feelings are no longer relevant; so you start not to express
them. People soon start to believe you have none at all but the truth is you are
feeling a lot more than they think, you will never show them because of their
behaviour when listening to your friend or family talk about their feelings and you
have locked yours. I am at that point in life where I have started to feel nothing.
No sadness not even pain. I need to tell people how I feel, but I don't know who
to trust. Sometimes we can't make people always agree with our way of thinking,
we can't force other people to understand. Sometimes its end up being a
misunderstanding that leads to disaster. Relationships that founded only because
of differences in principle feeling tired because from the start this relationship
may have been wrong. Beautiful memories seem to be scorched by their
respective egos. In the end the loneliness that embraced me when other people
slowly drifted away was eaten by times. My phone keeps buzzing I have 104
missed calls from Adhiraj he wants to explain but my ego and my broken heart not
accepting to understand. Finally, I answered his phone and he say THANK GOD!
You answered my phone I can explain you Nadini what you have seen that's not
true yes I was standing and talking to girl and laughing but she is just my friend
not friend my college mate we are nothing actually I am shocked and confused
when you propose to me! I know from starting you loved me but I can't may be I
am not the person you looking for and when he is saying another sentence I
stopped him STOP is that enough now I know you don't love me I know you don't
even look at me at that way. And it's complete OKAY! Now pleased don't call me
again and I hang up the phone and I sit and thinking yes it was one sided and attraction
and I misunderstand his language as love !!l should stop expressing myself to him it will better for me and adhiraj also i shouldn't call or text him but may be ufffff!!!! i don't know what to do