Guilt is like rust it is slow, but powerful and it's eat the person alive. After talking
to You it's iust passed a week only I feel that I should say my feelings because I
can't kept these feelings with me for long time but I afraid it's just in less time I am
thinking is this love? Or affection? Towards him if it is, is he will also love me as I
do this feeling keeps me annoying and frustrating I was overwhelmed and my
heart beat got rise when I talk to you and I decide that I will say my feelings to
him if he it was affection or love I didn't sleep entire night thinking about how will
he react I get up and get ready I wear his favorite color blue and buys some red
roses to propose him when I reached I saw him with another girl talking and
laughing my anxiety goes high I can't think I was numb what was that is he in
relationship with another person if he is ? Why was he talking to me? as I am
guilty that I misunderstood his talk as affection it's my fault he saw me I was
standing with rose he shocked he came towards me and say hey it's just nothing
what you see its just I cut this line I say I am sorry! I HAVE TO GO he kept calling
me but I can't listen his words its feeling was worse I feel like my whole world its
destroy my inner peace was gone what was just happen he keep calling me he
keep texting me and explains to me but I just can't see his texts or respond to his
call he came to my class he came just to know the answer what happen to me?
Why am behaving like this? I said it I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU but you just broke
my heart when I saw you talking to that girl and you said in text it was nothing
between us! And I was shocked and numb is that real is he that person I was
fascinate and overwhelmed no I can't think it was just gone in seconds he was just
standing and listening to me and I am crying!! And I just want to escape form
there I just want he shouldn't see this side of me this type of proposal I didn't
want to do I was embarrassed and broken he just stand there and seeing to me I
came to my home crying that I have lost my heart I lost my love I lost my first
love!!!
Relationship is a matter between two people it's a two way journey. One person
wishful thinking the result won 'be good. Think everyone in love needs a feedback
everything has a response. Whether it's emotional or physical. Truth is you're the
reason I don't believe in love anymore.
"Srif insaan hi galt nahi hota
Waqt bhi galt ho sakta hai!!"