Sad at 40 (Series 3)

The overwhelming sadness struck her like pin ball from one rising grief to another.

On bed as she slept upstairs, heart was heavy, the fierce to live a life of fear got her wondering whether she would see the next day or not.

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In drips and drops, her tears wet the bed, then she slept.

Meditation woke her up in the crack of dawn as she weeps to nature in exchange of 'good morning '

'Today, is a new day, I can't wallow in the things of the past. Let me get refreshed'

Lucy proclaimed.

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A call to hangout came in by Sophia. She responded and make haste in order to kill the mystery and misery.

On the table, her mum had left a note while visiting, but she never read as her eyes were too blunt and teary to comprehend a word.

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... a slide to a minute to move out to Sophia, she rushed to the table to pick car keys.

Boom! She saw that left over note dropped by her mother.

" Lucy, you are my first and only child, how do I do without a grand child. How do I join other women in public discussion"

Her car keys fell.

She continued

" I'll not visit you again, find me a child. Find a man for yourself'

"Any how you want to do it, do it, but find me a child. Goodbye"

Lucy thought it was just a mere meditation, but it was real that she prayed she could be swallowed by the earth.

Gosh!!!!-

She screamed.

To be continued (series 4)