All thou I knew the sun was rising, I kept my eyes squeezed shut as tight as possible. I didn't want it to be another day. I wasn't prepared to suffer another day. I ached in places I never imagined were possible, and all thou I didn't know how things could get worse, I just knew they would. The braided sheets used to tie me down had already burnt a path into my tender flesh, and I tried in vain to block the pain, but it was impossible and I couldn't help but relive the things I had endured in the past week. The car pit I was lying in was icy cold, and every joint in my body ached, either from the concrete I was laying on or the injuries I'd suffered from up to this point. I couldn't see much from where I was as a bus was parked over the pit's opening. It was an old yellow school bus. It would be moved when it was time for me to come up and join the family. I lay there, letting reality sink in as I had every day this week. But at the same time, wishing it were a dream that I was going to wake up from. After taking a few deep breaths, I sat myself up and waited for my food. I urgently needed to use the bathroom and was promised a shower today. The clothing I had been left in was damp and clung uncomfortably to my body. All the clothes I had on when I was kidnapped had been removed and replaced with thin wispy pieces of nightwear that barely kept me warm. I was dirty, hungry and cold. Footsteps approached, making me shiver in anticipation of the torment to come and then I heard the bus door opening and the familiar sound of the engine being brought to life. After a minute, the bus backed up just enough for a ladder to be placed into the car pit. I knew I had to get up the ladder immediately, which wasn't easy being tied up. I stepped as quickly as I could without losing my balance. I was getting good at it. As I neared the top of the opening, Kourtney grabbed me by the hair and hurried my pace. She kept hold of me and walked me towards the barn. I really wasn't sure where I was, but I knew it was in the country. Where else do they have barns?
Kaine was inside the barn waiting for us to enter. He was naked as always; I had never once seen him with a shred of clothing on. I was yet to understand the relationship between the two, but I knew that it was very awkward. Sitting down on the hay bale, I try not to complain as it sticks into my skin through the barely-there clothing. Kaine walks towards me with a knife and cuts away the bindings on my wrists. I rub them instinctively, causing pain to shoot through the raw skin. He hands me a water bottle; I try not to notice that it's slightly murky and force myself not to gulp it too greedily like the last two times, I almost choked and was punished for being a pig. Their words, not mine. After half of the bottle, it was taken back and replaced by cold porridge. It was thick and sweet but still eatable. I ate it as slowly as possible not looking forward to whatever was coming next. Kaine grew impatient, smacking the bowl out of my hand, causing the rest of food to fly across the barn floor. Kourtney laughed aloud, but he silenced her with a look. Kaine moved towards his accomplice, bent close to her ear, and whispered something I couldn't hear then slapped her ass. A grin spread across Kourtney's face. A chill ran down my spine. Again, I prayed for this to end. She walked to the other side of the barn to grab something and returned quickly. At first, I couldn't make out what was in her hand, but as she came closer, I realized it was a large dog collar and lead. My heart sank as my eyes dampened; I tried to squeeze them shut.
What are they going to do, choke me with this? I tried not to back away as Kourtney approached me, but it wasn't easy to fight my instincts. Kourtney got mad and whipped the end of the leash towards my face, catching my cheek with a harsh crack. My hand shot out to protect the already tender flesh as my back hit the wall. She let out a little giggle knowing I was trapped between her and the barn. Grabbing my hair, she slipped the collar over my neck and tightened it till I felt like I'd stop breathing. She then turned walking away with me following behind like an obedient dog. As I trailed her across the floor, I realized that Kaine had been busy preparing something. This was the part I'd been dreading. But today, I wasn't going to lay there and take it, no I was going to make a fuss no matter the consequences. First, I Stopped dead in my tracks forcing Kourtney to drag me the last two meters, and then I yelled out in protest. An electric current exploded around my throat and shot down my neck, causing extreme pain and the loss of my voice. I dropped to the ground and clutched at the collar, trying to relieve some of the pressure that was crushing my windpipe, but it was no use. Kourtney threw me onto a makeshift bed I tried kicking like crazy at Kaine who was trying to undress me, not having much luck, Kortney decided she'd help launching at me with an uppercut. catching me off guard my head snaps backwards and hits hard on the bale behind me. Silently letting tears fill my eyes I give up and let them do what they want. Passing out from the pain at some point I only came too when warm water hits my flesh, making me relive every wound on my body. I tried hard not to let the agony I fell win I'd been waiting for this shower, and I wanted to use as much soap as possible. Not that it could wash away the shame or disgust, but it could remove the smell that lingered from them both using my body to satisfy themselves.
*Waking for the third time that night, I move my back against the wall in the car pit and sit up as much as I can. I pull the small blanket I was given up under my chin as I try to stop my teeth from chattering. The water has started to pool at the bottom of the pit and was slowly moving towards the side of the ground I was sitting on. I wasn't worried about it getting high as it wasn't raining that much outside. There was more chance that I'd freeze to death. It had only been raining for the last ten minutes, but it had still managed to cover the entire base of the pit. At the deeper end it was ten centimeters or so. Giving up the idea of sleep, I move towards the deeper end of the water. The cold runs from the bottom of my bare feet and sits in every bone in my body. I kick aimlessly at the water. Then I dropped in to the icy bath laying on my back, the water sits at the outer corners of my eyes. I just laid there and stared up at the bottom of the bus, not a single thought touching my mind. The rain starts to pound the tin harder on the shed outside making me jump. I close my eyes which are filling with dirty water. I opened my mouth and let the water flow in till I started to choke on it. I didn't want to sit up, I want it all to end, but apparently my body had other ideas. I moved back to the other end of the pit where it wasn't quite as full. This was only the second time it had rained since I'd been down here. But this time I was nervous. There was a waterfall of icy liquid flooding down into my makeshift home. My teeth began to rattle and I could feel myself lose any warmth that my body possessed. I felt the urge to cry again but I just couldn't. The water had filled half of the pit and it didn't sound like the rain was going anywhere. I started to scream but the sky had the same idea and the thunder and wind drowned out any sound. I started to panic as the water neared my jaw, it was hard to fight the urge to tread water but I needed to save the little energy I had for when the water got higher. I bobbed in the freezing liquid as my head bumped into the bottom of the bus, the rain had stopped not long ago but the water was still as high as it could get and wasn't sub-siding. I was losing consciousness as I heard voices and seen lights. But when I opened my eyes, they are gone. My legs felt like two logs that were quickly increasing in size, they were going to pull me under, but I was ready. I heard the voice again but this time it was louder. 'Kourtney, Fuck I told you to check on her. Get the fucking keys.' Kaine said. 'Babe' She tried to defend herself. 'Now. You know how hard it was to find the perfect one.' He finished. I slipped beneath the water not wanting to hear or be near either of those animals. I ran out of air and tried to push myself back towards the surface but I didn't have the strength. I felt the water start to vibrate and light poured in. I was grabbed roughly and thrown on the ground. It had been about ten days since the rain had started and I had to admit I was starting to miss the solitude and safety of the car pit. I shake that thought from my head. Being in the house with those two wasn't something that I was enjoying, I had tried getting close to both when they would approach me individually but I would just get punished for trying to turn them against each other and they informed me that would never happen. A door slammed somewhere above me and a shiver ran down my bruised and battered spine. I was thankful there were no mirrors here because I know there is no way I'd recognise the person staring back at me. I waited as the footsteps got louder. Only one set this time. the door swung open with a thud a box was dumped on the floor then kicked across to me. 'You know the drill sweet cheeks.' Kourtney sneered at me. Before retreating. She seemed to really despise me not like I was here by choice. I stretched my foot out in front of me to grip the corner of the box and pull it towards me. Who knew what would be in this one. It was different every time. It ranged from disgraceful to downright sick. Once it was in front of me, I took two big breaths before I open the top of the box. I sucked in my breath, holy crap. What was I supposed to do with this. It was a dog shock collar with and metal nipple clamps. I sat in fear waiting for someone to return and fetch me. My punishment for not complying with their demands besides the usual bashing was to be returned to the car pit. It was mostly dried out except for the puddle at one side. I wasn't sure whether I was happy or disappointed with being back here. A little of both, I guess, but for some reason I was relieved. It was hard to fall asleep after the comfort of the mattress inside. My bones ached with the cold that rattled through them then escape out my teeth. I tried to distract myself by concentrating on the sounds around me but it was no use the cold heightened ever bit of pain that they had inflicted on me. The back of my left eye had its own heartbeat and had swelled the size of a golf ball. I was no longer able to see out of that eye, maybe it was a blessing. I got up off the hard concrete and started to slowly limp back and forth in the dark. I could feel blood sliding its way down my thigh I wasn't sure if it were my period or if something had torn. I guess it didn't really matter anymore. As I walked up and down my dark fortress, visions started to enter my mind, crazy thoughts came to life. I was going to do something extreme or die trying to. I was tired sleep was coming and I didn't want it to. I knew I only had one shot. The sun attempted to peek under the school bus and allow a slither of light into my space. I winced at the pain it causes my one good eye. The clouds were parting finally and I need to get my plan into action. Phase one, food, water and rest. I wasn't stupid if I was doing this, I was doing it right. I had to figure out a way to store and bring back the food I couldn't finish because I was given such a short amount of time to consume it. They enjoyed watching me get excited about the meals they presented me with, then quickly ripping it away just as I was getting started. My throat was so dry that I would struggle to swallow the food quick enough and they only gave me water after the food was removed. My plan to bring back the food was fool proof but all depended on one thing. But I had a plan for that to. I had to try and hide my eagerness to leave the car pit that day. I needed to be sure that everything went smoothly and I was starting to have a little hope which I know is dangerous. The wooden ladder was dropped into the pit after the bus was moved. I made my way towards it making sure I didn't move to fast as I got near the top. I winced in silence as my skin was bitten into by a broken screw that was sticking out, I tried to mask the pain and put pressure on the wound, Kaine didn't like blood. Thou he loved inflicting pain. I didn't get it. Kourtney on the other hand enjoyed all of it. Her weakness was Kaine and disappointing him. I followed behind about a step away, they didn't bother to tie me anymore because they like to punish me, if I ran I wouldn't be able to stand for a few days, like last time. I held my wrist tight and the blood pooled in my hand, I tried to keep it from escaping and going on the floor. Kaine opened the door and waited for me to pass by him, I knew not to look at him and avert my eyes. Looking at him made me sick anyway, I wasn't sure whom I hated more out of the two. I spent a lot of time trying to figure out what made them tick but I hadn't gotten far, it wasn't in me to hurt someone for no reason. I heard loud music playing from the back of the house which meant they were in a mood for rough play or as they called it frisky business. I swore to myself wishing anything but that today but I couldn't let it put me off my plan. It was now or never. I was walked back to my second prison, which was beginning to feel familiar. I knew to undress the second the door was closed and cuff myself up to the chair before Kourtney would return with today's parcel. I waited till I heard the handle of the door and knelt with my shoulders held high but my head hung down. I didn't hear the box get thrown on the floor and was about to avert my eyes when she spoke to me. 'You're in for a surprise today missy.' I looked up and met her eyes. She stopped and held my gaze. Big mistake. She kicked me straight in the jaw causing me to bite hard into my tongue. Blood ran down my chin and dripped onto my chest and the floor. 'Shit, shit.' Kourtney whispered loudly. 'Don't just sit there clean it up. Do something. I just laughed at her and the blood filled my teeth and sprayed through them. Second big mistake. 'Bitch.' She mumbled pressing her hand over my mouth to stop the blood from spilling out. I wasn't laughing now, my mouth started to fill with the warm thick liquid and I was trying to fight the urge to swallow but I couldn't help it any longer and I shuttered as it slid down my throat, half gagging on it. I felt instantly ill. I tried to shake my head free, that couldn't happen again. It was no use I was too weak. The door flung open with force. I looked towards it without thinking. Kaine was mad. Madder than I'd seen him before. I felt Kourtney remove her hands from my mouth and I instinctively turn to look at her she had a almost scared look on her face. She started backing up and mumbling, trying to explain to Kaine what had happened. He stopped her with a single finger to his mouth. The room was dead silent. I only just realized the music was off. The music had never been off while I've been in the house. Kaine paced back and forth just inside the room entrance not looking in our direction. Neither me nor Kourtney moved, just waiting, both not knowing what to expect. After another two minutes Kaine called Kourtney towards him and whispered something to her, I tried to pretend I wasn't looking but whatever he said upset Kourtney. She opened her mouth to argue but he slapped her ass hard and said, now and she left without a word. Kaine went to leave the room but then stopped. He didn't turn around but spoke to me. 'I don't know if I can touch you right now. You look disgusting.' Then he was gone. I sat confused waiting in the cold, naked. I remembered that a box was brought in I looked around till I spotted it and tried to reach it, maybe there was some form of clothing in there. But it was no use I couldn't reach. Kourtney re-entered the room holding a towel, she didn't look at me just unlocked the cuffs and grabbed my wrist for me to follow her. She led me straight to the bathroom. And pointed towards the bathtub that was filled with water. I could see the steam rising from it. I almost cried at such a beautiful sight and couldn't wait to emersed myself into it. 'Hello,' Kourtney was getting impatient. 'Get you dirty ass in already.' I walked quickly towards it and lifted my foot to get in and the heat burnt my frozen toes. I pulled them back just as quick as she let out a snicker. 'It's the hot bath or an icy cold shower princess?' Kourtney was enjoying this. I took a deep breath and lowered myself into the molten liquid, only exhaling as the heat penetrated my body. I had to force myself to continue to stay seated. Kourtney tossed me a bar of soap and watched my every move as I scrubbed off the blood, filth and urine in which I was covered. After I washed myself, I was ordered out of the bath were Kourtney approached me with the towel and started to dry me off like she always did, but this time Kaine wasn't here watching her do it. Maybe that's why she had a smirk on her face. We walked back towards the room where there was an old, faded track suit, I was so confused. 'Put it on' She said, 'He doesn't want to see your body anymore.' I dressed quickly thankful for the clothing but terrified about what this meant for me now. Once dressed I was walked back down towards the back door. I stopped just before we exited the house, causing her to bump into me. I turned and she just glared at me with discussed. 'What about water or food?' I dared to ask. I was super hungry and it was worth the risk if I got food. Kourtney scanned the kitchen quickly her vision stopping on the bin in the corner. 'Let me just see what we got.' She replied. She moved a few things to the side as a grin spread across her face. 'You're in luck.' Kourtney said while she continued pulling a half-eaten salad and chicken roll out of the bin. And passed it to me. I sat in the car pit fully dressed holding my food. I looked down at the roll and studied it. There was hair on it and a cigarette butt, it was soggy from the tomato and beetroot almost breaking through the bottom. I turned it from one side to the other, examining which part I could eat. First, I removed anything that wasn't supposed to be there, including a small amount of mold on the side. Then I closed my eyes, opened my mouth and slowly moved the roll towards it. I had to hold my breath as the smell of the rancid mayonnaise met my nostrils, then I sank my teeth into it and chewed as little as possible before I swallowed. I repeated this process until I had consumed the entire roll. I open my eyes and my tummy groaned in protest. I hadn't eaten that much food since I'd been here. I couldn't even remember what day it was. My plan hadn't gone as expected but the result was food so it was still a win and I didn't have to be subjected to being intimate with my captures, so overall it had been a good day besides the hot bath and blood mouth. I had cut my wrist for no reason thou and that was still bleeding a little. I suddenly felt overwhelmingly tired which was unusual for me here. I leaned my back on the wall and curled my legs up under me and fell fast asleep. I woke to the sound of the bus motor rumbling to life and moving let the moon light sneak through. It was normal for them to come in the middle of the night on occasion. I stood up to make room for the ladder to be slid down to me. It hit the ground with a thud next to my feet. I started to climb the rungs till I reached the top. Kaine still wasn't looking at me. I called his name something I've never done before. He stopped but didn't turn towards me, I reached out grabbing both of his shoulder and pulled him backwards as hard as I could. Kaine stumbled back and fell hard into the car pit landing with a sickening thud. I froze. I didn't want to look, he wasn't making any noise or calling out. After what felt like hours, but was probably only a few seconds, I slowly walked towards the edge of the car pit and timidly looked towards the dark lump laid out on the concrete floor, there was a red puddle flowing from the back of his head and he stared eerily up into the night. Blood trickled from both corners of his mouth. Kaine was no longer with us. I couldn't take my eyes off him. I'm not even sure how long I was standing there, but I was able to see him a little clearer now and I was studying his features in a way I'd never had the chance. He looks kind of sad and timid in his death. 'Kaine.' Kourtney called. I could hear her footsteps approach. 'Kaine, are you out here?' I hid in a dark corner of the garage and crouched down. She entered looking first at the moved bus then down into the pit. I could hear her cry out in pain and quickly climb down the ladder to go to him. I tip toed back to the pit and as quickly as I could I snatched the ladder back out. Kourtney didn't even seem to notice she was to distraught clinging to her partner. I turned around looking in each direction not sure which way to go. Do I run and look for a neighbor or do I go inside and call for help. I decide to head for the house, I'd never seen anyone else in there before. I recall a phone in the kitchen on the wall. I can hardly believe this is happening. I open the door with caution even thou I'm not sure why it felt so strange to be in there house alone. Just as I'm about to reach the phone it begins to ring. The sound echoes in my head. I cover my ears and involuntarily shake my head trying to clear it. My eyes snap open and I realise I'm still in the car pit, the sound I thought was a phone was the truck reversing. I fight the urge to cry out in protest and punch at the wall beside me. I was surprised I could feel pain anymore. I hear the ladder hit the ground next to me, but I didn't move. For what. Kaine called out for me to come up the ladder, but I still stayed seated. What was the worst he could do, kill me. He yelled out again this time louder. Still, I keep my position. I heard him stomp his way down, then he grabbed me by my jumper and lifted me to my feet. 'What's with you?' he asked shaking me. I didn't answer. And he shoved me towards the ladder and I mindlessly obeyed. Once inside I went to the room that was assigned for the crimes committed against me. The door was shut after I entered the room. I was left alone for twenty minutes, then Kourtney entered with a box and slid it over towards where I was cuffed up with one hand and left again. I opened the box she gave me out of curiosity, it was bigger than the ones I had gotten previously and was surprised and confused by its contents. Inside was a long silky navy-blue dress, which could only be described as a prom dress. Also in the box was an assortment of tiny alcohol bottles. I took one out and studied it before unscrewing the cap and downing the burning amber liquid. It went straight to my head, my cheeks felt hot and my stomach protested it's presents. I didn't know how the expected me to get changed out of my tracksuit and into the dress while I was cuffed so I just sat there and sipped on the drinks. By the time Kourtney came in to unlock me I was feeling pretty messed up from the booze. She demanded that I get changed. 'You sure you don't want to do it for me?' I mocked. 'Just get changed already,' she spat back at me. I started to giggle at her pissy attitude and began to get changed but not without replying that maybe she should have a drink. Her only reply was to re-cuff me once I was finished getting changed. 'Wears my shoes?' I called to the door as it shut. I picked up my second last bottle of alcohol and swallowed it in one mouthful. Wiping the back of my mouth with my cuffed wrist and cutting my lip in the process. I threw the bottle at the back of the door and stared in the direction of the cameras and yelled. 'I need more scotch.' A few seconds later the door swung open with a bang. Kourtney had her usual narky smirk on her face but this time she was in a ball dress and Kaine was wearing a suit. I couldn't help myself I burst out laughing, both of them stopped in their tracks and stared at me. 'Something funny?' Kaine asked I nodded my head and continued laughing. He walked over and slapped me across the face to knock me out of it. I fell back losing my balance, this is when I noticed that neither Kaine nor Kourtney were wearing shoes either. I burst out in to fits of laughter again. This time I was hit hard and everything went black. When I came to the room was dark but there was a disco ball spinning light beams around the room and slow dance music was playing. There was a small table to the side with a large punch bowl beside it and three cups. 'You have got to be fucking kidding me. 'I thought. They must have had a few drinks themselves while waiting for me to wake up. I stood up slowly rubbing the side of my head, it throbbed. I was sure if it was from the drinks or the knock I took to it. I felt woozy still and walked towards the table, I needed a drink for this shit. 'Well look who decided to finally join us.' Kourtney slurred slightly as she mocked me. I turned to face her. I took a long sip of my punch before replying. 'Can't let you guys have all the fun, now can I.' it was Kaine's turn to laugh. "Isn't she a gem, Kourt?' Kourtney just shrugged her shoulders but looked annoyed at Kaine for his comment, before finishing her drink and going to refill it. Things were getting interesting and this punch was really good. Kaine demanded we both dance together and he took a seat to watch us. Every now and then he would give us instructions on how to move or grind on each other. Kourtney seemed different tonight she wasn't enjoying trying to humiliate me. Was it because I was drunk and didn't let her or was it because she was drunk and Kaine was paying me more attention. As he drank and watch us dance, Kaine sat there with his zip undone and his hand on his cock. He strokes it in response to the way we touched each other. He got up and joined us to dance pressing into us with his naked member. Although these two had tortured and sexually abused me endlessly Kaine had never used his cock, that was for Kourtney only. Kourtney seemed uncomfortable by the whole situation and I was amused for the first time since being here. After two more songs Kaine suggested we move onto the next portion of the night and refilled all our glasses. Both us girls finished ours in two mouthfuls as we headed to the mattress on the ground, less noise and easier access, apparently. All three of us stand near the bed looking down, the atmosphere shifts as reality sets in. My head is foggy from drinking. I look up at Kaine and he points to the bed and I know I need to assume my position on the bed. Kourtney starts to unzip my dress and it floats down my body and pools around my bare ankles. I step out of it onto the mattress and lay on my back. The songs continue to play in the background. I lay on the bed and my head starts to spin a little, I drank too much now I don't feel it control. Who was I kidding the last thing I am here is in control. 'God your beautiful.' Kaine whispers under his breath but we both hear and look at him. He doesn't notice as he stares at my naked body. Kourtney walks over to him and starts to unbutton his shirt and he doesn't protest or look at her, I can see she is growing more agitated. We're all naked now, Kaine sits halfway down the bed staring down at me. Kourtney kneels between his thighs to make busy work of her mouth. He places his hands on my thighs and travels up to meet at the apex of my legs. I'm not as nervous as the other times. It must be the alcohol I hate myself for relaxing under his touch. His fingers meet my heat and he looks up when he notices that I'm wet. I look away instantly, cursing my vagina for being a trader. He pushes his fingers inside me and is rewarded with a muffled moan I try to swallow. Kourtney snaps her head in my direction and I close my eyes. I feel someone moving on the mattress and look to see what happening. Kourtney has gotten up and gone to the toybox that's always in the room, it's full of objects the two use to punish me or insert inside me. Suddenly I don't feel comfortable and instinctively squeeze my thighs together. Kaine parts then again and holds them down gently on the bed and follows my gaze to Kourtney and what she is holding in her hands. He shakes his head at her and warns. 'Not tonight Kourt.' She throws down the large dildo and handcuffs and sulks back towards us. Kourtney's only objects seem to be wanting to hurt me and getting Kaines attention, but she wasn't having any luck with that at the moment. His fingers made his way back to where they were opening me up with firm gliding pressure. I threw my head back but made a mental note to be quiet. It wasn't easy. I don't know what had gotten into me. Kourtney reached for his cock which was stretched to his fullest I'd seen him. But he moved to avoid his reach and asked her to get the lube. Once she returned, he ordered her to hold me down. I looked at him and he stared into my eyes for a second, reassuring me it would be okay. Kourtney was happy to hold me down and dug her nails into the flesh on my shoulders, but Kaine increased the pressure so the pleasure took over. He was stretching me as far as I could go or so I thought. He removed his fingers from inside me and I felt the absents immediately. I watch his as he applied lube to his hand and rubbed it around like hand sanitizer. 'Just relax' he tells me gently. 'What the fuck, Kaine.' Kourtney finally snaps. 'Just hurt the bitch.' 'Get out.' He replies simply. 'Excuse me?' she says blinking. 'Get the fuck out, Kourtney. Now' he yells, having enough of her not listening. She gets up and heads quickly to the door, slamming it on the way out. Kaine apologies and goes straight back to what he was doing. Me. He puts four fingers straight into me and I moan in response. He likes that I see his cock twitch and one corner of his lip curl up. He moves his body up the bed slightly to be closer to me and put his other hand on my stomach. That's when he starts twisting his hand and ever so slowly pushing his fist inside of me. It hurts in such a good way it's the most intense and filling thing I've ever felt. He has it all in me now and pushes gentle sending shock waves from my thighs to my feet. I call his name without noticing and he moves up towards my face leaning down to kiss me, I can't help it I kiss him back and draw his tongue into my mouth. Which he moans into. I felt his cock touch my waist and I reach for it. 'I'm going to fuck you now, okay?' I nodded in response not able to form words. I stare up watching as he kneels with a leg either side of me waiting for him to entre me. We both turn as the door fly's backs open with an echoing thud. I stare wide eyed in shock at I look at the riffle in Kourtney's hand. Only a single shot rings out. 'Only I fuck Kaine.' Then she is gone again. I can't move I'm covered in blood and brain matter. I gag as a piece falls from my hair and lands on my breast. I try crawl out from under him, but he is too heavy. I started to inch back slowly bit by bit without looking at the headless man laying on top of me, it wasn't easy with the slickness of the blood surrounding us. Once I get my upper body free, I use my legs to kick his lifeless body off me. I try to stand but my legs are weak and I slip in the puddle forming near the bed. My naked ass slaps on the floor and I feel the warn blood all around my thighs. I can't hold it. I start to throw up and tears stream down my face with vengeance. I don't even notice that Kourtney has re-entered the room till she is standing right in front of me, only this time she is dressed. She begins to pace the room repeating to herself. 'What have I done,' she doesn't look in our direction, but seems aware of what she did. Both of her hands are plastered to her temple as she mumbles continuously. She changes her chant and I just realise what I'm hearing. 'I killed my lover. I killer my lover.' She mumbled shakily then turned suddenly towards me with anger in her eyes. 'You.' She said pointing at me. 'This is all your fault.' I back up into the corner of the room shaking with fear, tears still running down my face. She rushes towards me and I try cover my face with my arms and pull my knees up to my chest to protect myself. Kourtney grabs me by the hair and starts to drag me out of the corner. I slide on the blood, most of my naked body is covered in it. Something inside me snaps and I grab my hair out of her hand and steady myself on my feet. She spins to face me. I scan the room for anything I can use for a weapon but there is nothing in here but my hand cuff joined to the heater and the sex box on the other side of the room. Kourtney follows the direction of my stare to see what I'm up to, as she looks towards the box, I grab her wrist catching her off guard and pull her the meter and a half to the heater. She loses her footing and I'm able to snap the cuff onto her wrist quickly. I stand against the wall puffing, with a million thoughts rushing through my head. I try to block out whatever Kourtney is screaming about. My heart is pounding in my chest, and nothing makes sense. I don't know what I should be doing. I look down at myself and gag again. I turn to walk towards the door and look for the bathroom. The blood and brain matter need to go. I stop in the doorway and look back at Kourtney first and then Kaine or what's left of him. Kourtney is staring at her lover, calling out to him in pain. I'll be happy never to see either of them again. I turn on only the hot tap on and let the steaming water wash over my head, it runs red down my body and swirls down the drain. I wait till it runs clear then lather my hair and body with everything I can find in the shower. After ten minutes I find a towel and wrap it around myself before going to look for clothes to wear. The first room I walk into is very masculine and smelt of Kaines cologne. I walked through it briefly noting that it was odd the two didn't share a room. Not one item in this room looked to belong to Kourtney, strange. I left and entered the next room a complete contrast to Kaines. It wasn't that it was girls but the whole room had pictures of her and Kaine, there were even some of his clothing in there. I found the cupboard and started searching for warm clothes to put on. Once dressed I searched for shoes to put on but couldn't find any, shit Kourtney must be wearing them. Do I dare get them from her. I start to leave the room but something catches my eye. I stop and back track to where a bunch of frames are sitting, I study them carefully it's a family portrait. There is a dad and two kids, they look to be three and five both sitting on their dad's lap at three smiling at the camera. The little girl in the picture is Kourtney with her family but when I look closely at her brother, I'm sure it's Kaine. I start to study each photo carefully and the more I look the surer I'm that Kaine and Kourtney are siblings. That's when I realize that she was yelling I killed my brother, not I killed my lover. I can't control myself I march straight back to the room of horror stopping just before Kourtney who is blankly staring into space. I kick her left foot. She looks at me then looks away. But I have attention. 'Is Kaine your brother?' I demand. She looks back at me and holds my stare for a few seconds then gets bored, she doesn't answer. I kick her foot again this time harder. 'Yes' she replies simple and looks back in his direction. I roughly pull her shoes off her feet and walk to the door turning to tell her, 'You're sick.' She starts to reply but I'm not waiting around one second longer.