I enjoyed my moment of silence in my office, but it was time or food. I grabbed my things and headed for the door when my supervisor knocked and walked in. Had to had been music playing in my ears when I heard her say I could take the rest of the day off paid to go and celebrate the new accounts I just brought the company, it felt damn good. Of course I took her up on her offer. I thanked her as she headed out the door. Standing there with a big grin on my face I made a million plans with my afternoon and danced. I shut my desktop down, turned off the light and closed the door behind me. Making my way to the elevator without anyone seeing me I stepped on and selected floor one. Out of nowhere the conductor from this morning popped up in my head. He was so damn handsome tall and brown, his beard was very well maintained and thick true country man. He smelled all types of good. His uniform was immaculate, and his mannerism was so grown and respectful, damn I would love to see him again. The elevator doors opened, and I stepped off and worked my way through the long hallway leading to the main entrance. I always liked this hallway I felt some sense of security from it. Once I got to the lobby the urge to use the bathroom came over me luckily the ladies' room was right here. I went in handled my business, fixed myself and got out of the building. It felt good to be back in fresh air. I couldn't decide if I would do something healthy or have a victory lunch ha, victory lunch it is! I headed towards "Bears" they literally have the best turkey burgers and I'm definitely in a burger mood. It was a few blocks up, so I tried pacing myself with the shoes I wore, I still was strutting my stuff though! I couldn't believe my eyes, the fine ass conductor from the train is walking in the crowd coming my direction, oh my goodness I wonder did he see me? As I watched him cross over and smile in my direction that solidified my question more than enough. I was so flattered and nervous I could hardly think. He was so damn handsome iiiii, yes I just screamed. Once he was close enough he smiled and said I'm glad I ran into you, can I ask your name? I didn't have time to play or sugar coat with this man I gave him my name in an instance without shame or the feeling of desperation, "Spirit!" I said with weakly. I'm happy you spotted me walking, can I ask your name? He is so charming without intention which was so desirable and it was without arrogance. When he told me his name was "Freedom" I was so intrigued as to the type of people his parents are and how he feels about having such a powerful name. We had come to a complete stop in the middle of the sidewalk people walking past moved alongside. Lost in our conversation wherever we were heading before we thought nothing of it. That's until my belly growled so loud enough he laughed and asked if I wanted to grab a bite to eat? In my head I said "hell yeah" to him I said "of course," it is something about him that had me in the classroom on him. A man that asks me what I want is one that can have my attention. Something so simple as asking what I have a taste for shows that you don't mind doing what I want. He was shocked I knew about "Bears" was said that shows I have some street in me and that that is attractive to him. I don't know if he's playing with my head but you know what I spent too many years of my life living in fear of "what if" and I just cant do that anymore. With that being said I'm going to live in and enjoy the moment. I'm not going to think too much into anything. I've been hurt in the worse way so now, my feelings I keep to a minimum and lock in on myself and my bag beyond the maximum. The walk was wonder, lunch was even better and the see you later kiss was by far the best! Flattered beyond measures, he actually waited with me until I boarded the train. The whole ride I realized my mind was not were it was this morning and I was glad, certain things I just don't want to think about. Blushing none stop thinking about what to wear for our date this evening, I can't remember the last time I've been on one of those like an actual date, you and that person locked in on one another not the phone screen or outside world. If this is not that I won't be going on anymore date with him either.


