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You asked me to talk for what but I said yes. I knew I need this. I needed this for myself. We went a ride again going to Twin Lakes. A night ride for me last time was happy because I love the lights seeing in the road from the building. And this time,my first time I didnt appreciate any lights now , I still feel the pain. The pain inside on me affected how appreciate the things around me. We arrived and you said the same thing from your message. You were just afraid that we will do something like that. But I told you I was different. While we were talking, I never thought I cried again for the nth time because of you. I was still in hurt. We talked for hours and because I still loved you , I forgave you. We were still together, you told me you will never do that again. Because you were just problematic in that months, I understood. You gave me the 7 11 hotdog that we used together when we were together.
We decided to continue and returned in our site.
The ride again became nice. I saw again the beauty of lights and appreciate it with that hours of talking.
We came back for 2 week. You messaged me everyday and called. That until on1 day again. You did it again.for the 2nd time you like again the Ghosting. But this time, I never messaged you or begged to talk to you again. I told myself one is enough. My friends also told me that He was a redflag but I never saw that because I was inlove. I told myself it okay just let it be. He was not for you.
I just pray to God on my Heart to heal.
This was just a story in the past and can use in the future love.how you handle the situation.
Love is Great if you find the right.
Love is hurt if you stay in the wrong man.
Feel the Pain and time will come you will be healed.
Every person will just come in to your life to experience different kind of love. Ho wto express your love

