It was 12/01/2017 we moved in by now I had ment Mara ,Lavon,cee cee , Kaya , they are by his second wife of 11 years and his two sons Tyree and Tyseana week after moving in Tyree got put out of his girlfriend house and him and the girlfriend was homeless. I let them come stay with me a month into living there Mara was caught out side sitting on my curb getting fingered by a boy .Shawn had given his son my key not his key but mines so him and his girlfriend could come in freely .When I first moved there my son said ma it’s something about this house I don’t care for. But to me and Shawn the house looked so nice. I was like aww boy you don’t know what your talking about anyway weeks later I found out I was pregnant now by now Shawn and Mara is on my section 8 voucher we did that as soon as we got married .Shawn son was beating on his girlfriend I had to tell Shawn that if I found me out his son was hitting that girl I would make him leave . Then leo kids came to visit his son Lavon was walking on my window boarders and rolling his body in my curtains and then his daughter left a bloody pad in my bathroom .I feel like there mom sent them over and said fuck there house up his son had a nerve to say . In front of me daddy mommy said she wish she would not have done you wrong because yall would be together . By then iam like 5 months pregnant with my son Noah it was like the house was possessed . One day Shawn yelled at me infrint of my kids his kids and his son girlfriend saying he is not the father of my baby and that my baby was the mail man baby and that I could call the dude I was talking to before for him David . So Shawn left and I called David we talked for two days while Shawn was god knows where .I thought me and Shawn was over but he came back after saying he was going to kill his self it got to the point I would only talk to Shawn outside and not in the house it was like someone could hear me in that house .Months passed It was time for Noah to arrive .I remember the day I left so I could be induced because I had preeclampsia . I remember looking at the house knowing I was not coming back . Once at the hospital I was in labor for three day had a c section and died and was brought back .Come to find out the doctors cut something causing me to bleed out it took me three years to get myself together. I went from not even knowing who Shawn or my kids was or even that I had a baby to allowing Shawn to raise our son and solely depending on Shawn trusting his everything .By year two the fights between me and Shawn became so bad his kids would come over to visit even his mom and he would disrespect me in front of them. I can remember one day Shawn and his mom got mad because my daughter Hope was crying and Kamijae came in and asked what happened and they got mad with her Shawn came in the room all loud jumping in Kamijae face I jumped up to see what was going on and shawn was still yelling. I told him let me talk to her he continued to yell as always . I hit him he hit me back and told me he hated me he cheated on me and he should have let me die on the table when I had Noah as if Shawn did not hurt me enough . We had been on and off for months . Shawn brother put his mom out because she did not want to give him her check . Years go and by then I had Shawn mom living with me for 3 years Mara turned 18 and decided she would live with a boy from Atlanta but it did not go as planned.
Mara found her self at a bus station meeting a lady who took her all the way to New York to live .Shawn and Leo kids would come visit and everytime they came over they would eat all my food-and tell stories about how there mom was mean