Every night when I go to sleep, I return to the same dreams. They're always different, but last night, I met my favorite online influencer. I watch every video of his, but this time, I dreamt about Zaar - a nickname I gave him. In my dream, we were close. He's the sweetest, and I can see that everyone loves him. But in reality, he doesn't know me, so I let it go because I caught feelings for someone who doesn't know I exist.
I sat in my room, and all I could think about was my life and everything around me. I have a new job, but I feel like I need love. I want a boyfriend too, but my talking stages haven't worked out. I've had friends before, but I'm better off alone right now. I need to find myself."