Adhirai: Nandini nandini please listen I want to say something to vou and its important if you love me then please come to lagoon where we see each other first time if you will not come then I will think it was not love it was just attraction.
Nandini: the text I saw what was that? Did he love me? NO NO NO he can't but 1 have to go and see what that was!
I reached lagoon and I see Adhiraj wearing white shirt with black pant he looks so gorgeous and handsome and he was holding a box and rose is that a proposal! OH MY GOD IS THAT REAL! I see and waved him....
Adhiraj: NANDINI NANDINI NADINI
Nandini: the BUS! ADHIRAJJJJ.... NO THE BUS and ....
I was stood there and I was numb what just happen Adhiraj GONE!!! NO NO NO ITS NOT TRUE IT CAN'T BE and did he passed away? we rush to hospital for a hope that is he alive!! And I got the present and letter from the nurse
Nurse: He Alive mam but sorry he lost his memories!
Nandini: I can't just he was there in few hours ago and now he was gone i was gone from his memories but it doesnot matter i was relief that he is alive it doesn't matter if he knows me or not ....... I saw his letter and I read...
Tum mujhe puchte ho ki mujhe tumahari konsi baatein achi lagti
hai mein tume abb kese batu ki mujhe tumari knosi batanein achi nahi lagti tumara mere apne ird-gird tumko ghumte hue dekhna mujhe yuhi pyarr se bulna wajhood se na hatne wali tumari wo nazar
tumahar har wqat ki wo nazzar tumahara jann chidkhne wala har andazz har baar
jab tum mere soch aur baton kiyle aitramaan khadi hoti ho toh main tumahare
samane jhukne lagta hu.. Aur kya kuch nhi hai Jo mujhe tumahre samnae mummm nahi
karti hai nandini'
Tumahara Adhiraj
And I started crying and I saw his present it was star pendant. I have to now accept that he has gone and letting go this thing...what should I do WHY WHY
WHY......
6 years passed.... in my era of letting go accepting what I can't change refusing to settle creating new, aligned relationship speaking my authentic truth remaining centered no matter what unfolds around me regulating my nervous system choosing to view challenges as catalysts for growth responding to life, not recreating taking accountability for my actions asking for what I want and read showing up for myself believing in myself and my dreams practicing non attachment loving myself exactly as 1 am....YOU GONE NOW..BUT I CAN'T FORGET YOUR MEMORIES
"Zindaigi choti nahi hoti, hum jeena hi der se shuru karte hai,
Jab tak raste samjh astte hai tab tak latune ka waqt hojata hai"
I suppose, in the end, the whole life becomes an act of letting go. But what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say GOOD BYE!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS FOREVER....