Patina's Point of View:
I raised my hand to shield myself while I shouted, ''stop, okay! Okay mama I will tell you everything''
Then she lowered her arm, I set up as tears trailed down my face,
''I had to.'' I started.
''you heard too?!'' my mother shouted as her anger was surfacing, again, then she tried to calm herself than she sighed.
''you killed Rebecca,'' she stated.
''and I do not regret,'' I spat back. I knew this was me signing my own death wish. But right now, I had to tell the truth and face the death without regretting that I did not tell the truth and I don't care, I am better off dead.
I received an immense pain from the clout she gave me after. I did not care but I could not hold in,
So, I cried.
''mama, they were hurting me, what should I have done,'' I explained, well I tried.
''you should have come to me, you got the tittle to defend you, you did not have to take matters in your own hands, you even young to be doing so.'' My mom said.
''how was I to do that when all you did is push me to be training and you hitting me, reprimanding, me and that is the barrier that I cannot break down, I am too young to be fighting for your love and you know what, I do not think we will be on a same page, we never were, but my father understood me and if you like you can exile me or do whatever, that is a price I am willing to pay. She had to die for doing me wrong, and I will not hesitate to do it again and I am sorry if I am not the ideal daughter to lead but to me it has all been about survival, you pushed me through this and I am not going back. So, mama be my enemy if you want or let me go and I will disappear.'' I finally breathed.
''you know what, you right, you just burned a bridge between us, I will never forgive you for the hard work that your father has prepared for you, maybe it is true, I created this bad side of you, so I cannot help you, you will die, coz they will kill you Patina, so that is and I accept being the one who made you go this astray and I will face my punishment but right now, this is the part I disown you and turn you to the elders and I will tell them everything.'' I could not believe that my own mother has decided to go against me.
''I doubt you my mother,'' I said shooting the glare of hatred to her. She shrugged her shoulders,
''I am you mother Patina and that is what it is, hate me now but all I did was for you. It's called tough love, you think you can have everything handed to you that easily, than you ignorant, to prove that I am you stubborn as me and what is more crazier, it is fighting for survival, you and me, we have been fighting for the same thing, but I guess your way of fighting is different from and these differences are putting us here, so my daughter the only thing I can tell you, is I love you, it is tough love and I had to raise you like this, you killing, that was not me trying to creating that productive you. Goodluck.'' She said as knocked me off.Patella's Point of View:
I left the shelter in tears, I honestly tried to raise this kid, but without Erix, yes, my work would be worthless, I cannot handle this village, running and leading it. It is time for it to me leaded by someone else,
I summoned the guys as I sent one of my guards to collect the elders as I go to the circle with the rest.
***
''Thank you for gathering up here, but without wasting time, I know what happened to Rebecca and she will not be coming back because the princes have killed the Girl, apparently she felt bullied, I guess the princess has lost her mind and ways to be a good leader.'' I said as I faced down,
Everybody murmured to each other, I was ashamed of my failure but I will still follow the rules of the village. ''I want her to be held prison until we go through preparations, after all she is still the future leader, chosen and it needs to be done with respect. We need to find Vox and prepare of stripping her off of the chosen blood,'' I said.
''and you my queen, you need to leave the village after,'' one of the elders said.
I nodded my head, realising I had nowhere to go thanks to my eighteen-year daughter, but I guess it was all meant to happen for a reason.
When I ha arrived at home, Patina was fast asleep.
The conclusion at the end was that of a princess to be taken to a dungeon right where the village ends, unfortunately she will be the only person, everything else so far ever since she was born it was a peaceful village, before she was born, we had a lot of barbaric neighbours and people.
No matter what, I am her mother, I would never wish something like this to happened to my daughter, never! But now that it has happened, I realised there Is nothing I could do about it.
***
Patina's Point of View:
When I woke up, mama was already hovering over me, rather starring. I had given up on running and anything for that matter, I hate my life. What I did for me was justifiable, it does not shock me anymore that my mom knows I killed Rebecca, I wished too all the time, now that I had accomplished it, it rather feels peaceful.
''wake up, take your last bath by the river,'' my mom spoke and I simply nodded my head. Damn, my body still hurts to be honest, I groaned, as I stood up with difficulty, then I headed out to the river, where I bathe my sore body. After a while, I went back in, mama has chosen a jaguar skin for me to wear. I loved this black skin, have you seen how shinny it is when the sun kissed the skin, it is also heavy but worth all the trouble. ''Patina, it is time I take you to the shell we call a dungeon, where you will be imprisoned just for today, while we still decide what to do with you.'' My mother informed me and I nodded my head. In fact, I had nothing else to say about it. After all it is what it is.
I raised my hand to shield myself while I shouted, ''stop, okay! Okay mama I will tell you everything''
Then she lowered her arm, I set up as tears trailed down my face,
''I had to.'' I started.
''you heard too?!'' my mother shouted as her anger was surfacing, again, then she tried to calm herself than she sighed.
''you killed Rebecca,'' she stated.
''and I do not regret,'' I spat back. I knew this was me signing my own death wish. But right now, I had to tell the truth and face the death without regretting that I did not tell the truth and I don't care, I am better off dead.
I received an immense pain from the clout she gave me after. I did not care but I could not hold in,
So, I cried.
''mama, they were hurting me, what should I have done,'' I explained, well I tried.
''you should have come to me, you got the tittle to defend you, you did not have to take matters in your own hands, you even young to be doing so.'' My mom said.
''how was I to do that when all you did is push me to be training and you hitting me, reprimanding, me and that is the barrier that I cannot break down, I am too young to be fighting for your love and you know what, I do not think we will be on a same page, we never were, but my father understood me and if you like you can exile me or do whatever, that is a price I am willing to pay. She had to die for doing me wrong, and I will not hesitate to do it again and I am sorry if I am not the ideal daughter to lead but to me it has all been about survival, you pushed me through this and I am not going back. So, mama be my enemy if you want or let me go and I will disappear.'' I finally breathed.
''you know what, you right, you just burned a bridge between us, I will never forgive you for the hard work that your father has prepared for you, maybe it is true, I created this bad side of you, so I cannot help you, you will die, coz they will kill you Patina, so that is and I accept being the one who made you go this astray and I will face my punishment but right now, this is the part I disown you and turn you to the elders and I will tell them everything.'' I could not believe that my own mother has decided to go against me.
''I doubt you my mother,'' I said shooting the glare of hatred to her. She shrugged her shoulders,
''I am you mother Patina and that is what it is, hate me now but all I did was for you. It's called tough love, you think you can have everything handed to you that easily, than you ignorant, to prove that I am you stubborn as me and what is more crazier, it is fighting for survival, you and me, we have been fighting for the same thing, but I guess your way of fighting is different from and these differences are putting us here, so my daughter the only thing I can tell you, is I love you, it is tough love and I had to raise you like this, you killing, that was not me trying to creating that productive you. Goodluck.'' She said as knocked me off.Patella's Point of View:
I left the shelter in tears, I honestly tried to raise this kid, but without Erix, yes, my work would be worthless, I cannot handle this village, running and leading it. It is time for it to me leaded by someone else,
I summoned the guys as I sent one of my guards to collect the elders as I go to the circle with the rest.
***
''Thank you for gathering up here, but without wasting time, I know what happened to Rebecca and she will not be coming back because the princes have killed the Girl, apparently she felt bullied, I guess the princess has lost her mind and ways to be a good leader.'' I said as I faced down,
Everybody murmured to each other, I was ashamed of my failure but I will still follow the rules of the village. ''I want her to be held prison until we go through preparations, after all she is still the future leader, chosen and it needs to be done with respect. We need to find Vox and prepare of stripping her off of the chosen blood,'' I said.
''and you my queen, you need to leave the village after,'' one of the elders said.
I nodded my head, realising I had nowhere to go thanks to my eighteen-year daughter, but I guess it was all meant to happen for a reason.
When I ha arrived at home, Patina was fast asleep.
The conclusion at the end was that of a princess to be taken to a dungeon right where the village ends, unfortunately she will be the only person, everything else so far ever since she was born it was a peaceful village, before she was born, we had a lot of barbaric neighbours and people.
No matter what, I am her mother, I would never wish something like this to happened to my daughter, never! But now that it has happened, I realised there Is nothing I could do about it.
***
Patina's Point of View:
When I woke up, mama was already hovering over me, rather starring. I had given up on running and anything for that matter, I hate my life. What I did for me was justifiable, it does not shock me anymore that my mom knows I killed Rebecca, I wished too all the time, now that I had accomplished it, it rather feels peaceful.
''wake up, take your last bath by the river,'' my mom spoke and I simply nodded my head. Damn, my body still hurts to be honest, I groaned, as I stood up with difficulty, then I headed out to the river, where I bathe my sore body. After a while, I went back in, mama has chosen a jaguar skin for me to wear. I loved this black skin, have you seen how shinny it is when the sun kissed the skin, it is also heavy but worth all the trouble. ''Patina, it is time I take you to the shell we call a dungeon, where you will be imprisoned just for today, while we still decide what to do with you.'' My mother informed me and I nodded my head. In fact, I had nothing else to say about it. After all it is what it is.
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