there's a girl.. who has a grandfather who is very strict. and there's a grandmother.. sometimes I get irritated with her.. I'm losing patience with her.. how could it be.. she's better at acting than the child..
To be honest, they're really suffocating me.. especially my grandfather.
The girl really chooses to be outside.. because when she's at home with her grandparents, she feels.. She feels extremely suffocated, like, she can't breathe. Sometimes, she'd rather be alone.. silently crying.. listen to the sad music.. watching thai series..
in Outside.. That's where she feels the true meaning of.. of freedom and happiness. although she's alone.. But She can breathe easily.. because.. She can feel. she can be happy in outside.
In Inside.. At Night.. she's crying.. She's smiling and laughing but.. deep inside she's sad and crying. No one can understand her.. because.. She feels like no one loves him.
that's why.. she didn't know what is that feeling of loving by someone.. or the feeling of.. loving someone. She doesn't know how to love someone.
like Pluto.. Before.. Pluto is one of the Main Planets.. but years later.. The Planet.. they called Dwarf Planet.. I'm just like that, similar to Pluto. I used to be close to them, but as time went by, I grew distant.
Now.. Let me ask you, have you ever felt like this in your life? Where you used to feel close to your grandparents, but now you don't anymore?