My life story might be a mix of laughter, pain, adversity and hope. A little orphan girl with dreams and aspirations to live to reach the path of unwavering success but the journey seems different from what she had imagined.Growing up without a father figure,raised by my divorcee mom along with my elder brother. Things didn't go smoothly as society expected. The downtrodden life I've lived through my childhood, inspired me to write it as a way to express my existence.
Anyway, let me start from the beginning.My name's Esther,I lost my dad at 7 years old not even feeling any remorse because I've always blamed him for leaving my mom and the childhood trauma still lingers in my mind sometimes.
I've faced insecurities,insults, bully and felt outcast while growing up. I needed acceptance, repentance and forgiveness for my brash behavior which stemmed up from my childhood insecurities till adulthood.But I now I'm glad to find solace and peace of mind letting go off my dark past and I'm thankful to God to let me live through tragedies to tragedies.Since my dad's passing, I ran errands not understanding what sorrow is like whilst my mom and brother wept on the funeral service. Then came my aunt, my dad's eldest sister who happens to notice my chivalrous vibe. She sat down with me, asking me if i am interested to go and live with her in Delhi. I never knew another city existed because my childhood in my hometown was shielded from other parts of the country that it felt like delhi is some another country.So, I reluctantly agreed feeling excited to travel through airplane✈️️ which I've never ever imagined.Then I followed my aunt to Delhi as an 8 year old bidding adiu to my mother and brother(both wept). It was hard to separate from your own mother. But like I said I never had separation anxiety.. I'm so free spirited since childhood, I never knew what pain was like.
So I guess that's when the real childhood journey in my aunt's household began!