We got to the barn and i started feeling sick so i sat on the ground a moment abd he comes walking up with these 2 lol donkets yeah you heard me donkeys.i havent laughed so hard in my life .he smiled and said shall we ride ...im kidding i have to put thwm in the pin for buyer to pick ip in morning this was my moms place she died he said.so im selling most of the animals and staying here awhile .he said that like hes scared like he maybe is hising something.he turned the don keys out abd came riding up on a motorcycle. I like to take a ride in afternoon helps me clear my head.so i straddled behind him and held on tight.and qe took off for a moment i forgot qho i was i felt almost free .then for some reason i felt good no hurt no pain no broken life .... what isnt or os that.