sit and wait for you,Chuckling at the previous banter,
I sigh at our current situation.
Holding back tears as I realize I'll wait forever,
It was a one-way ticket,
A rosey trip to an unexplainable pain,
Expectations drove us there while delusion kept us going,
I did this, I regret this, I'm proud of this,
A cloud of emotions hovers over my inner man,
I feel insane for leaving you,
But I'm proud of the growth without you,
I need you but I don't, obsessive narcissist
Treated like an option but being yours for a moment is bliss,
Enchanted in a timed love bubble,
Short and sweet,
It is enough to lure me deeper into your pit,
Blinded and lost but light found me in a dark place,
Infuriated by their commitment but entangled in their promises,
Courage and fear formed a partnership within,
Reality kicked in, a sense of belonging,
Dressed in impulsive clothing, a decision was made,She broke free,
The trigger unknown but like a nightmare came at night,
Released from your grip, she's on a bright path,
Independence lit a determined fire in her,
Goals and aspirations all lined up in the sky with the stars,
It was made to overshadow the hurt inside,
Sensing a forged and unstable blueprint,
A deceptive plot was in action,
Sprinkle enough affection to dim out the flames,
Doubt lurked in, she blacked out.
Caught in your snare,A replay of events,
Lessons were learnt and mastered but change was inevitable,
Change was alarming and unsettling,
A familiar catastrophe she preferred,
A choice she had but control not.
Is she desperate?
Left weak, needy, and damaged,
Something she could never be,
They were a villain in the wrong script,
With no superhero dedicated, her heart became a lair
A shelter for both her and the opponent
Addicted to your love,
She can't be without you,
With you, she'd die a sweet death,
Give her your fatal dose,
Let it revive her for a moment,
Drowning in thoughts and feelings after,
She's a fool, a fool for letting you back in,
It wasn't voluntary, In a trance she was,
Twines were pulled, submissive once again