I was considered as a blessing beloved by all, when they're expecting me they prepare in advance form the things I need to the things I want. They are all excited just by thinking about me, in this state some talk to me as if they knew I was listening they sing for me and pray for my health I am a dream come to others who have difficulties of having me. I am unique I am created from up above.

My smile brings happiness to everyone, my presence feel them contented, my face reminds them of their love. I am priceless I only come to those who can have me those who wanted me atleast that's what I thought...

A few months of my preparations I can hear her crying I can feel her depression and it really hurts my hurt I can feel what she feel the warm tears in her eyes the broken heart and the troubled mind I can feel, I can hear and see them all .

"We made this together! We are responsible for this!"she said.

"I am not ready I have plans, dreams my career just started I can let that be part of my life"he said.

"You're gonna leave us!? Don't be a coward! You're such an idiot!"she screamed.

"Sorry but I don't love you anymore I can't be with you I'm in love with someone else not you"

"Don't do this to me I can't do this on my own please it's not to late we can work it out we can try it again can we?"she begged.

"Don't ruin my life I have a brighter future, I won't exchange it for you, so let's broke up and forget about this!"

"What about me and this!"

"Kill it if you want"

My heart was broken of what I heard, it came from my biological father's mouth he wants to get rid of me his flesh and blood I feel so sad and disappointed I thought they like me because they made me, I thought they love me because they keep me for how many months now. I heard my mom cried again and again days and nights have passed but she's still crying with hatred and agony, it hurts me a lot because I can feel those emotions my heart feel so heavy it's really hard to breathe it's to painful for me to get through this day by day.

A few months have passed my mom didn't eat healthy foods for me she drink alcohol every night she smoke many times in a day she take some drugs so the she can't feel and think anything for a while it really hurts me I want to scream at my mom to wake her up I want to tell her "mom don't cry if dad not love you I will love you for the rest of my life" I want to hug her and comfort her and tell her "mom don't worry I will take care of you I'll never leave you I'll be on your side forever" I want to tell her those word when I can already leave here.

Mom wait for me I only need two or one month then I can be with your side, I will slowly fade those painful memories of yours by loving you day by day mom, so please hang in there for a while, but before that day come my mom suddenly think crazy ideas in her head I heard her saying bad things.

"I don't deserve to be punished I don't want this kind of life I don't want this bastard child either! I tried to get rid of this I smoke I drink I take drugs but nothing happens it's still clinging to it's little thing called life!"

When I hear those from my mother's mouth my heart was broken into pieces all this time she's intentionally doing bad things to get rid of me, all I want is love and to be love I just want to be with her to make her happy but I'm wrong I'm the one making her unhappy it was all my fault my heart is tired my mind is tired, I am very tired I did everything that I can, just to survive I fight for my life day and night but now all I want is to sleep and never wake up.

Then moment I saw a light, then I felt a bit of hope in my heart is it the day? Is this really the day that I've been waiting for,while the light become wider I saw something strange it's approaching me I was a little bit curious of what it was then the foreign object open it's metal mouth so wide and it's trying to tear me apart, I tried to avoid it but it got my leg and my leg separated from my body, and it enter again and it grab my shoulder and took it away from me, I cried so hard it really hurts I saw my blood floating around me and the third time it got my neck and everything went black.

I open my eyes and saw my dismembered body along the corner my little and poor unborn body dumped into the corner along with the other unborn and ready to burn

It's hurt me so much when I saw my mom smile and said "at last I'm free from that burden it makes me feel good that little thing out of my body"

Then the other lady ask my mom

"Do you want to at least bury it in a decent place?"

"No...! Just burn it like the others on that corner"she said with no remorse no regrets on her face.

I feel anger, pain, regret, resentment, apathy and agony it turns my heart so cold and felt my heart turn to stone then slowly turn numb. I cried and cried looking at my body burn in a huge fire, I ask the heavens above if you love me why did you let me experience unpleasant situations like this? you said you love me but you let them kill me why? Do you hate me too?Do you not care about me? Why of all the souls out there why me?

Then I heard someone whisper to my ears "fallen angels like us are abandoned by the heavens they don't need us they hate us and they even treat us like dirt and trash"

I look for the beautiful voice and saw a very handsome man with the angelic voice

"Are you a soul like me? Are you an unborn to?"

"Silly child I'm older than you I'm older than you think, I am the former right hand of the creator in heaven I am the morning star, I came through many names but I'm very known as Lucifer"

"And what do you want from me?

"My dear unborn child you don't have a face or a body you don't even have a name no one loves you and I know how it feels I'm here to give you one wish because I know you have nothing but me I know you need me"he said and grind.

"All I want is to be love I wish to be loved by my beloved "

"Then be mine give me your soul I give you name, face and body and even extra ordinary power beyond humans capabilities "he smile with the horrifying eyes looking at me.

"But I'm afraid"

"Let me show you this"he snap his fingers and where in the unfamiliar place.

"Look at that man did you recognize him? He is you biological father and his expecting a new born with that beautiful rich lady with him while your poor mom beg him to stay"

I look at my dad taking care of that women with extra effort love and care he is even very strict to the Lady because the baby is so fragile while I am being dump she serve her like a queen while mom is like a trash in his eyes "be careful my love the life of my first baby is in you're tummy please take good care of you're health because my baby depends his life on you my love" upon hearing those words comes from the mouth of the man who want to abort his real first born it makes me feel mix emotions I cried and shout.

"You're all gonna pay for what you've done!! a life for a life it's a fair trade isn't it Lucifer?" Hatred, anger, ambition and jealousy it swallowing my heart to fast and it makes my whole body want some bloodlust I turn them into pieces like what they did to me.

"Hahahaha....!!! Very good my child well done! Fill your heart of jealousy and envy till you're hearts content hahaha..! I hear by naming you Zelus my new born son! Go to the world and spread heart's desire!"

Everything went fast I'm full of hatred I took over the image of my biological father and walks towards the pregnant lady and touch her womb

"I hate the child inside you're womb his nothing but pathetic useless chunk of meat sucking to the life of other living creature you don't deserve love, you don't deserve affection or any attention it was all mine in the very first place"

"My love what happen to you? are you angry with me? If that's the case, then fine but don't say bad things the baby can here you he might get upset please "

"Hahaha...! Hear me out little thing from now on I'll hunt each one of you and won't allow new soul like you to born easily I'll do everything so you'll suffer as much as I did"while slowly growing my claws pointed on her womb

"My love it hurts, your scarring me, please stop it"she beg and starts bleeding

"Remember my face look at me! Look me in the eye and you'll see how happy I am looking at you and that little thing suffer hahaha...!"I pulled all her guts and that little thing out of her and throw it on the floor now.

"Zelus congratulations my son you may now roam this cruel world and let them suffer!hahaha" Lucifer's image slowly faded.

I heard a noise outside so I hide my self in the dark and saw my biological father he was shock of what he saw and burst out his tears and cried like a baby

"My love who did this to you? Why did it happen to and my baby why!? He screamed.

Looking at his murdered wife and son the flowing blood everywhere the flesh scattered around the floor and the lifeless body on the ground I can't help my self but to laugh and felt happy and contented I am very satisfied of what I did and it's kinda nice to feel of excitement. The old man goes man and run to the street and hit by a car and broke every bones he have.

I visit the woman who abandoned me and I saw her sleeping so sound like she never kill someone I grab a scissor and walk towards her and open the lampshade beside her and whisper in her ears.

"I'm back"

When she open her eyes she saw the face of my biological father and she smile at me and said.

"Honey you come back for me!I love you!I know you love me!"she hug me so tight

"I came back for you but I don't love you anymore "I stab her back using the sharp scissor again and again until I feel satisfied the smell of blood is so addictive the smooth flesh makes me feel so calm I laughed with all my heart's content and form that day on I live as a demon lurking this world waiting for some victim and wait maybe your next...