When I woke up, I noticed that I was wrapped in that sense again.
I felt something like nostalgia with it, if I knew that it was my body fluid.
If I said such a thing, Wakako would tell me “Would you like to die?”again, I think.
Still,when I touch the body fluid, I felt like that I was following the thing like a memory of the genesis of the life.
Surely, after this March, I became to have a nosebleed frequently.
Wakako says that it isn’t ordinary.
Then, what it is ordinary?
I think about the thing which she want to defend by wearing a mask.
Don’t blame me not to wear a mask!
I sometimes want to begin to cry.
Well, is it so?
It isn’t me to have caused the accident that happened in that area in Japan.
It isn’t me to be bad.
So, please don’t blame me not to wear a mask.
It isn’t my fault that many foods surrounded us every day were polluted.
In the days of the beginning after the accident happened, I was scared.
But I have to eat any foods for my work.
Well, it’s Maine of my work to collect data about restaurants.
I have made a lot of books about foods and restaurants until now.
Do you think that can I ask in a restaurant when I collect news?
“How much degree per 1 Kg becquerel the radioactive materials are in these ingredients”.
Becquerel was a unit to express that a radiation was emitted once for one second, I heard from Wakako.
The radiological government standard in foods which Government established after the nuclear power plant accident is abnormal worldwide, she says.
After the accident, Government raised the standard value of foods suddenly.
She said that it is not the pollution that we can eat safety.
I don’t know what is right…
By the way, It doesn’t pass much that I started association with my boyfriend.
I would like to live with him together all the time even if I experienced ridiculous a series of game for getting marriage.
I thought so seriously.
I believed that women who married changing their faith, and pretending to be a pretty bride are so stupid, but, I wanted to be in favor with the company I work too, and always changed my faith.