The author whom Wakako fell in love at 18 years old, has a lot of mystery.
There is a gossip which he receives criticism because he lives high spending excessive money which he got from his first novel.
On the other hand, there is a rumor that he invested almost the royalty of his first work in contribution, and he is living an austere life and writing a novel stoically.
There is the opinion that he dropped out of the university, or there is the opinion that he seemed to graduate the university.
Various opinions are too much mixed extremely and confused everything about him, and the more the rumor appeared, the more the truth would become dim.
Wakako feels like that somebody would spread a false rumor about him intentionally in order to throw into confusion.
She was sure to investigate the information about him exhaustively for every languages of the world.
She read and hunted for every rumor by using the network of his fans all over the world.
Therefore she studied foreign language than anyone else more eagerly at the university.
When the author made his debut as a writer, the internet became very popular, and of course Wakako collected the latest information of the world using it maximally.
If she found his name on the internet, she investigated about the article thoroughly since 10 years ago.
Furthermore, she went to the town where is said that he was living, whenever she got holidays and saved enough money.
As a result, Wakako has suspected that he might not have the reality.
Only something like his brain exists, and it continues writing a novel, but the actual state as his body may not exist?
Or, all the information about him would be traced only his image, and someone whose name and face are different from him would write those novels, and his existence would be invented as his double?
In the first place, for Wakako, his reality is written work itself.
Therefore, chasing his real life and gossip disagree with her will.
Still Wakako has never stopped it.
If she is not always concerned with things about him, she feels uneasy.
At the year when he made his debut, official portrait photographs and several private snapshots of him were released, but after this year, any photographs were never seen.
Wakako is sure to save all the private photographs that was leaked as far as she knows.
Because each photograph is considerably indistinct, she has a doubt that a different person was taken in these photographs.
It might be proved that all the photographs would be the things of another persons if the expert will analyze them.
There is little as much as that correct information about him.
However, his many fans and the people just liking the gossip all over the world propagate his unfounded gossip.
Wakako noticed that she enjoyed checking not only his work which she believed that is his substance, but also the gossip about him.
She feels that the gossip would be the another story of his novel.
He released the 2nd work 3 years after his 1st work, and next, released the 3rd work 2 years later, and then remained silent for 5 years.
She does not hear any expectations that he would release a new work recently.
Even there is the rumor that he might die.
His 2nd work and 3rd work which are more difficult than the 1st work remarkably are not translated in Japan.
Of course, Wakako read them in his native language repeatedly.
Wakako is going ahead pushing her way through the crowd and observing the people around her carefully, but she does not see him.
There are a huge number of the people here, she thought.
“Wow! There are so many!!”
Wakako says to herself.
When the demonstration against a nuclear power plant was performed for the first time in Tokyo just after the accident happened, only about 1000 people had gathered.
The people thought to be tens of thousands gather at today’s Meiji Park.
Wakako stopped at the place among crowds and closed her eyes.
The good blank of the feeling like time when she dreamed that he must come to pick me up is coming in her head.
She hard such a voice.
And, there was a young man standing in front of Wakako, and she opened her eyes wide in astonishment.
It was his voice.The young man of the blond and blueâeyed stood there!